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THE SELF-DEFEATING FANTASY
Eric S. Rabkin, Ph.D.
In our oldest tale, The Epic of Gilgamesh from the 3rd millen-
nium B.C.E., the hero learns 
a secret thing [a mystery of the gods]. There is a plant 
that grows under the water, it has a prickle like a thorn, 
like a rose; it will wound your hands, but if you suc-
ceed in taking it, then your hands will hold that which 
restores his lost youth to a man (pg. 116). [1] 
To  retrieve  immortality,  Gilgamesh  weights  himself  with 
stones and plunges into the life-offering, death-threatening 
water. But 
deep in the pool there was lying a serpent, and the ser-
pent sensed the sweetness of the flower. It rose out of the 
water and snatched it away, and immediately it sloughed 
its skin and returned to the well. Then Gilgamesh sat 
down and wept, the tears ran down his face. I found a 
sign and now I have lost it (pg. 117). [1]
Italo Calvino has written that 
the ultimate meaning to which all stories refer has two 
faces: the continuity of life, the inevitability of death 
(pg. 259). [2]